UGH!

Life can be so exhausting, can't it? Ugh. I am just feeling very overwhelmed right now. There is just too much to deal with at the moment. George fell at work a while back and hurt his shoulder. He had to get an MRI on it last week and now has to have surgery on it. It concerns me for several reasons. One, of course, because I want him to be okay, but also because his job is a physical job and I'm concerned about him being able to work. That probably sounds selfish . . . . but we need the money, ya know? I did tell him I can help him. I don't want him to hurt it again. I went to a facial pain specialist about 6 weeks ago. Both sides of my jaw are out of joint. I have to come up with over $1000 to move forward with getting it fixed and probably won't have that much for atleast 6 months. It kind of depressing. Trent is going to a neurologist next week for all of his headaches he has been getting. Migraines run in our family so it is probably that. However, he also complains of neck pain, so maybe it's that. I don't know. On a positive note Matt hasn't been as sick lately (he has delayed gastric emptying). I just want us all to finally get healthy!!!!!! And not go broke trying to do so. Oh, and my van broke down last week (right after Superbowl). It was over $400 to get it fixed! We are getting a few extra cleaning jobs. We had a call today, right after I prayed, that some new cleaning jobs were coming up soon. That happened to be just what I was praying about! Thank you Lord! Tomorrow Matt and I are going to BSU for an orientation. He was going to move out and get his own place - but when I told him how much he could save if he lived at home for a few more years - he jumped right on the bandwagon! haha Even with all of this 'crap' (you all know that that's my word) there are a lot of good things too! Besides the sunshine, warmer days (so far), and all of the obvious blessings . . . . my mom made the yummiest sugar cookies yesterday . . . . cheered me right up! haha